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About Walgreens

I've delayed my jump into Walgreens shopping. I've been working 20 extra hours a week on a couple of extra projects for work (don't worry, they're paying me) and haven't even done laundry in two weeks.

When I'm done though, I'm there. And the store on this side of town isn't open yet :)

Second Thoughts...again

So I can't completely quit freelance, we need the money. But, it's not going to be my focus and I'm committing to less than 10 hours a week, and hoping to stick to one week day and one weekend day a week to work. We'll see how it goes.

I'm also going to be diving into the wonderful world of Walgreen value shopping thanks to my mom. She gets things for less than $1 and makes money by shopping on a regular basis. I will be working on figuring out the system there and writing about it here.

What to do now?

So I've decided to put it off, everything. No more freelance, or at least I'm winding it down. Need more free-time...but consequently money is tighter.

I'm thinking that now I'll share a little bit more about myself and what I'm passionate about. Maybe I'll blog about that stuff. Maybe someone will read it, but at least I know I'll feel better!

Anyway, so I'm a treehugger, a frugal queen and I really enjoy fitness and sports. I've actually recently become a runner, which is crazy since I've never liked it before, at all. And, I really do love to write. I haven't been able to do it for so long that I didn't even realize I missed it. Hopefully I can incorporate all of those passions into something slightly fruitful...stay tuned!

I've been tagged

A - Attached or Single: attached by the finger
B - Best Friend(s): My mom, my husband, Sara, Kira & Steph, but I have quite a few good friends
C - Cake or Pie: chocolate cake, apple pie or pumpkin pie
D - Day of Choice: Saturday
E - Essential Item: ipod
F - Favorite Color: green
G - Gummy Bears or Worms: I'm with Sara, sour worms!!
H - Hometown: Lake Township, but now I'm in Swanton
I - Indulgence: getting waxed and dark chocolate
J - January or July: January - I love snow and Joe's home with me more. Plus, it's a new beginning
K - Kids: the ferrets: Crackers, Hirshie, Luckey and Winter
L - Life is incomplete without: people who love you
M - Marriage Date: 10-15-05
N - Number of Siblings: 4 younger sisters
O - Oranges or Apples: Apples - no contest
P - Phobias (or fears): drowning
Q - Quote: "If A equals success, then the formula is: A=X+Y+Z whereas X is work, Y is play and Z is keep your mouth shut." ~Albert Einstein.
R- Ring size: 7.5
S - Season: Fall
T- Tag 3 Friends: tough for me b/c I don't know if anyone but Sara knows about the blog!
U - Unknown fact about me: umm...I really don't know. Oh, I've become a runner!!
V - Very favorite stores: GAP and Meijer
W - Worst Habit: trying to control everything too much
X - Xray or Ultrasound: ultrasound can be therapeutic, so I guess that
Y - Your Favorite Food: apples, pizza and tortellini!
Z - Zodiac: Aries

decision

Okay, so I've made a decision. By July 31, 2008, I will no longer be doing freelance work. I need time to live and have fun, take care of myself.

I've been thinking a lot lately and I don't think I'll be able to go freelance completely for a while yet, and as far as the LaMunyon family is concerned, it isn't the best right now.

So I guess I'll have to blog about something else for now. But I am looking for a new job I think, so at least I'm still trying to make a change. Meanwhile I will be allowing myself time to workout at least 3 days a week and get back to me :)

Cheers.

Second Thoughts

So I've taken the last week and a half off of freelance work for the most part...and it was really nice. I got to come home from work and really be home. I got things done around the house and in the yard. I actually got a sunburn from working outside all day Saturday. I really enjoyed it. But I still didn't like work. Hopefully this just means that I will be even happier when I make the switch entirely, not that I don't want to make it.

Then there's the thought of OUR future. Joe hates his job, hates it, wants to move on very badly. I can't think about switching over while he's in transition too. Plus, I found a few jobs to apply for that would allow me to make more money and give him more flexibility in finding what he really wants to do, and even going back to school.
Can I endure a few more years of corporate life to allow my husband to be happy? Definitely. Will he let me and take advantage of it? That I don't know.

So here I am, only a short while into this adventure, and already wondering what I should really be doing. Can I see myself as the next Communications Manager of the Toledo Port Authority? Yes, I think I can do it, I think I have the skills if not the confidence immediately. But do I want to do it? I don't know.

And if I do continue the corporate route for a while longer, do I want to keep working when I get home still? No, I don't think I do. But do I leave my long-term clients hanging and refuse new ones? That won't be good for the future?

Ugh. Too many questions and not enough answers.

an offer is made...sort of

So I met with the guys Monday and we talked websites...blah, blah, blah. (I actually did get out of here about 4:15 and made it there by 4:45, avoiding rush hour) And then we talked money. I'm not getting paid much working on their website b/c it's a time investment for me, I know that. But they did say they would like to offer me a part time job hopefully in a few months, making about 1/2 of my current salary. So that's great. But, what about the other half? That's the scary part.
I laid it out straight. We can't afford for me to take a pay cut. It's not just me, it's me and Joe and our house and our future. So I just can't. They understand. But now it's up to me to make up the rest. Can I do it? Should I try? Should I leave my salaried position with 401(k), dental and disability for the unknown?
The offer hasn't been made yet, but the offer of an offer. We talked about it and it's what they want in the next few months. Am I ready? I don't know...

Trial Run

So today is my first trial of getting here early, working through lunch and leaving early to meet with clients at a normal hour. Hope my boss goes for it. Getting to work early really wasn't all that bad...but I lose my work hour in the morning...I hope it's worth it.

The road to freelance-dom.

So I went to dinner last night with my husband, it was nice. We go to talk a bit about the future and our jobs, including my possible switch to fulltime freelancing. And that's scary. I wan to do it, and I think I might be able to sustain an income level similar to where I am now, but I can't be sure and I'm just scared.

It's something I've been thinking about for a few years now. I've been doing it on the side ever since I graduated, and even some before, but lately it's been getting busier. I now get up in the morning, pack lunches and send Joe off to work, then eat breakfast in the office and work for about an hour before I finish getting ready for my "real" job. Then I go to work, but I take my laptop with me. I usually do work over lunch, sometimes answering phone calls and emails for freelance during regular work hours. Then I often have a meeting after work, about freelance work, and get home either around 5:30 or 7, depending on the meeting. I come home, make dinner, and then usually work for a few more hours before I go to bed.

I spend the weekends cleaning my house and working more. I will usually spend some time with my husband and our friends. One time they bribed me to come over by saying I could bring my laptop...how lame is that?!

I don't do anything else for fun really, just work. I enjoy what I do, really, but I am beginning to miss other things, like sports, working out, reading, working in my yard. I bought a game for our playstation before we even bought our house 2.5 years ago, but haven't played it yet. I think my sister did once, but not me! I don't play.

And it's not getting better. I feel bad. My house suffers and I think my relationships probably suffer some too. And I don't want that.

So, I think this blog is going to be about my journey through my work life, hopefully on the road to freelance (that is if I can find the time to write!) I've always benefited from writing my feelings down, working them out on paper, so-to-speak, so I'll do it again. Enjoy!